What the hell is wrong with me? I have been 100% on track until tonight. I knew I was hungry when I got home from work and I had seconds of Turkey Sheppards Pie. Yes, it was seconds in my little bowl but it was still seconds. Than, I ate 2 chocolate chip cookies (yes Stephen, you heard me) and THEN I ate a sugar-free chocolate pudding cup with fat-free whipped cream and a cup of tea!
Tomorrow marks my two week mark from surgery...can't wait to get on the scale! Can i safely assume I have been inducted into Bandster Hell? Man oh man. I have not even had an appetite and than THIS! My stomach feels like its going to burst and I have a dull ache on the left side of my chest. It feels like there is a baby elephant sitting on my chest too.
What the hell is wrong with me?
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Oh I know that feeling! I go through periods where I eat more too. But still not anywhere near what I used to eat! I was high volume baby! I think it's okay to up the calories at this point actually. I'm trying to get in 1200 a day now and lost a couple pounds since doing that!
Are you exercising yet? I forgot to ask my doctor about that!
yep..you have officially found some bandster hell.
Hang in thre girl. Are you going to weigh in at doctor's office for a 2 week check up? If so, do you think you were stressing a bit about that, so you turned to cookies and pudding?
Welcome to bandster hell, it does pass just try and make the best choices you can while you are residing here.
Yep - sounds like Bandster hell to me!!
Hang in there!!
You can do it hang in there...
just think about it.. I'm sure you still are not eating as much as you did prior to being banded.. This is only temporary, I'm sure that once you get your first fill, you will be pulled into line.
Stay strong
xx Nene
uuughhh! bandster hell :( you'll be through it sooner than you think!
Yeah....once the swelling goes down you start to feel the same as before-hungry! lol. It will get better soon. When do you get to go for your fill?
Hang in there. All in all, it doesn't sound too horrible at all. If the cookies were really a treat and not a regular thing, then you are quite fine! And it's ok. Now you know...so keep choosing wisely. As I have read in many a blogs, this time isn't about losing weight, it's about healing. So don't worry about this, if you can. Easier said than done, eh? :)
Since I have not been banded yet I don't have any wisdom to impart. :) Maybe during bandster inferno they could sell flavored chew bones or food patches do get us thru this phase. Hang in there!
I think you are doing great!
There is no doubt about it you have just landed in Bandster hell. Welcome to this frustrating world, I should be there with you for a little more time. Hoping that my fill on Monday will makethe stay a little bit more pleasant. Hang in there!
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